Their Addiction
2002
“I thought you were going to go take a shower?” Justin asked Nicole stepping into his bedroom fifteen minutes after their conversation.
She glanced up at him, “I‘ am.” she sat on the end of the bed. Lost in thought.
He smirked. “Your not.” he observed.
She didn’t give him a smarty comment, instead she whispered. “Why wont you just end it?”
“What?” he asked.
“I asked you to end it.” she told him. “We could just stop this right now, and we could go back to being just friends.”
He reached her, and got on both knees to look up at her. “Did you want me to say yes?” he asked, placing his hands on her knees. “Did you?” he repeated.
She looked down into those deep blue eyes. Did she want it to end? Was there really something to end? They weren’t anything. Just friends with benefits, a tiny voice in the back of head reminded.
“Because I know we should,” he agreed giving her a knowing look. She knew, he knew her answer. “But I cant seem to bring myself to say it, or do it.”
“Were fucked up.” she stated a small laugh escaping from her lips. “Completely fucked up-” her words were stopped abruptly when she felt his lip cover hers. She heard herself moan. And his kisses made it harder to think clearer.
He trailed his kissed down her smooth neck , moving back up to her ear, then kissing across her cheekbone, until he was back to her mouth. The kiss was slow, and soft, nudging tongues, and quiet sighs.
Nicole managed to whisper. “My shower…”
“What about it?” he asked, gently pushing her back, laying her on his bed.
“I was going to take it.”
“Later.” he stated. “Right now I need to show you why we cant end this…”
“Now?” she asked, lifting her head up slightly.
“Now.”
She gasped as his masculine hand cupped one of her breast, rubbing his thumb across her nipple. “Justin…” she stuttered. “I don’t know how this is supposed to-” she gasped. He had untied the robe she wore, exposing her breasts to the cool air of the room. His mouth closed over her breast, tugging on the nipple with his teeth, swirling his tongue over the tip. “Oh god.” she moaned, a thrill of familiar pleasure filling over her to settle between her legs.
And now they were back to what they knew best…
Doing it again…getting lost in the cycle…
“I want to show why I cant seem to let you go…“ Justin said, breaking his lips from her breast and pulling the robe completely off her. He lowered his head again, drawing her nipple into his mouth once again. He sucked gently before moving to her other breast. Ripples of delight ran through her. She felt the goose bumps run up and down her body, she didn’t want him to stop. It felt incredible.
He did stop, he moved from the bed, slipped his jeans off and shirt. He then settled himself between her legs, lowering his head to kiss her sweetly on the lips. “Let me have you.” he said in low whisper. Those blue eyes looking straight into her soul. For just a moment she wanted to loose herself in him.
She knew his words weren’t only about having her physically. And that brought tears to her eyes. “Justin…”
Justin seemed to realize what he said. “Tell me to stop and I will.” he said.
She swallowed back the new tears that threaten to spill. “I-I cant…”
That’s all he needed to hear. Justin completely covered her, clutching her tight to his chest, so that her heartbeat matched his. “I cant imagine never touching you again Nicole…never kissing you…” he whispered in her ear, before closing the distance between them with his mouth, sinking his tongue past her lips. He thrust into her. Hard and deep.
Nicole was so wet. Her nails stung his shoulders. Her legs came up around his waist, hugging him, letting him sink deeper.
He slid one hand beneath her ass and tipped her up to give him the best penetration. She groaned into his mouth. They moved together, move frantic by the moment, hard, and fast and deep, and then Nicole came, long and hard.
Justin opened his mouth on her shoulder and ground out his release.
Time seemed to stand still. The room was silent except for their heavy breathing. And the air in the room smelled heavy with their combined scents and the scent of sex. Nicole’s legs slipped from around him to land limp on the mattress.
Justin didn’t move, he kept his face tucked in next to hers. All he could do was stroke her messy hair.
She swallowed and bend one leg to get more comfortable. Those damn tears had reappeared again. She needed to go. “Justin…” she whispered. “I should go…”
Justin moved his head from her shoulder and faced her. Kissing the tip of her nose, he murmured to her. “Stay.” He swallowed and moved a strand of hair from her face. Looking earnestly at her, he whispered. “At least for a little awhile. Stay here with me.”
Her conscious told her to go, but her body and her heart told her otherwise. She reached out for his face, placing a gentle kiss on his sweaty forehead. He moved his face nuzzling into the nape of her neck. After a few seconds of silence she repeated, swallowing back her tears. “We’re so fucked up.”
She heard Justin chuckle into her ear, but he did not move from his position.
“What? We are!” Nicole exclaimed, a small laugh leaving her lips through the tears. “But here we are…”
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“I really should go…” Nicole repeated for what seemed the hundredth time in the past twenty minutes. Justin watched her shut the bathroom door behind her and make her way back to him. She stopped herself, and tugged down on the t-shirt she wore, his t-shirt. “No. No.“ she said more to herself than to him glancing at his direction with doubtful eyes. “I really should go J…” she repeated, chewing on her lower lip
Justin lifted himself up and made his way to the end of the bed. “You don’t sound so sure.” he said in an amused voice.
Her doubtful look, turned into a glare. “I’ am sure.”
He gave her a nod. “Okay.”
“Okay.” she repeated. She turned on her heels.
“Where are you going?” he called after her, as she made her way back to the bathroom. He couldn’t help but smile to himself. He was going to keep her with him- at least for a few more hours….he knew he could…
She came back out, her clothes in one hand. “Getting my clothes.” she stated, making her way to the bed, and setting them down next to him.
“Okay.” Justin said for the second time as she grabbed her panties.
With the one panty in her hand and the other hand on her hip she wrinkled her nose. “Fine. I’ll be out of your way in a few minutes.”
He only snorted back his laughter. He loved when he was able to push her buttons. It made his time with her more interesting. But his amusement evaporated quickly as he watched her bend down slightly and slip back on those white cotton panties…the way she moved them up those long soft legs… those legs that had been wrapped around him not even thirty minutes earlier…he swallowed.
She lifted his t-shirt up just slightly, showing him a peek of her tummy as she slipped the panties back on. Those panties fit perfectly on her…
She stood right back up again. “What?” she said, an amused look on her face.
Justin cleared his throat and answered. “Nothing.” blinking for what seemed the first time since her little show.
“Good.” was all she said. Reaching for her bra next.
Damn it to hell, if he was going to let her go after what he had just seen. Nope. Wasn’t going to happen.
He might not get the chance to have her for the rest of his life., but shit if he wasn’t going to have his way with her for a few hours, maybe even a few days…
Whether there was a David or not, he was going to get her to forget about everything for a few hours. She was his, maybe temporarily, but his for a while and he was going to show and make her feel a few things…
She begin to lift her his t-shirt back up. He couldn’t help himself, he reached for her wrist. “Okay. Stop.” he pleaded, softly pulling her toward him and placing her between his legs.
Nicole looked down and frowned. “What are you doing?”
He swallowed and said. “I’m asking you to stay.” letting go of her wrist. “Don’t go.”
Her hands hesitantly rubbed his bare shoulders. “Justin… I do need to go-”
“And do what?” he asked. “it’s a Sunday afternoon. What plans do you have?” Looking up at her expectantly.
She wrinkled her nose. “I have errands- and-”
“Stay.”
“To do what?” she blurted out, her cheeks slowly turning a shade of pink.
He gave her a mischievous grin. “We could do this…” placing one of his masculine hands on the side of her hip, he pushed her closer to him, lifting up the t-shirt, he tugged down on her panty, just enough so his lips lightly planted a small kiss on one hip bone. He felt her shiver and sigh at the same time.
“J…”
“Or this…” he continued, tugging down on the other side of her panty, and planting another light kiss on the other hip bone. She shivered once again. He couldn’t help but smile as his fingers pulled down the panties down her hips once again…
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Justin woke up with two thoughts in his mind later that afternoon. The first was trying to come up with a way to keep her in bed for the rest of the night. It was past 6 pm, and he was positive as soon as she woke, she would be coming up with excuses to leave. And he couldn’t let her do that. He was determine to keep her with him for as long as it was possible.
The second though that came close on the first was that he wanted her again. He wanted her to belong to him right now, he wanted-needed the connection he had with her. Yes, their relationship was supposed to be pure physical, but he couldn’t help it if during it, they shared a deep connection that went beyond sex.
He closed his eyes for a second, she was right. They were fucked up.
But the thought disappeared quickly. She slept cuddled into his body, her tight little ass snug against his groin, her head resting on one of his arms, his other looped over her waist. He inhaled the sensation of physical closeness for several moments, pressuring his hand against the warmth of her belly and rubbing his thigh against hers. Nicole didn’t stir.
After a few moments of debating with himself whether he should wake her, he carefully pulled his arm from under her head, guiding her onto her back. She sighed in her sleep and turned toward him, subconsciously seeking the warmth of his body, but he gently pressed her to her back again ,wanting her open to his touch.
Without hesitation, he lightly brushed his fingertips along her curves. “Your beautiful Nic” he said out loud in awe. “So beautiful.” Dear god, was he falling in with this woman? Tiny bumps of sensual pleasure rose to her smooth skin, but she didn’t waken. He explored every inch of her softness, stopping every time she moved toward wakefulness.
With gentle pressure, he pushed her legs apart and she let them separate with another sleepy sigh, allowing his finger access to the apex of her luscious thighs. She moaned and mumbled his name as he continued to waken the level of her arousal. She still hadn’t showered after their last round and she was still silky with own renewing moisture. Her body was preparing itself for him and Justin’s hard cock throbbed with the need to take her up on her subconscious offer.
He kissed each of her nipples in turn, tasting them carefully controlled because he wasn’t ready for her to waken. Her tender peaks beaded and her torso arched toward him in an unconscious invitation. He accepted it, swirling his tongue around her nipple until she made a sound deep in her throat, alerting him she was awakening.
“J…what are you doing?” she asked hoarsely and groggily.
Before kissing her sleep softened lips he whispered. “Your staying with me tonight.” Opening his mouth over hers, unable to resist the urge to taste her. Sweet, like warm candy, the first lick turning his craving for her into hunger. Her mouth opened on a drowsy sound of pleasure and suddenly she was kissing him back, her mouth craving his as well. Her hand buried in his hair, she tugged him into a deeper kiss.
They made love with nothing held back, her body completely opened to his, his body focused on giving her more pleasure than she would even know again, and when they climaxed together, she cried out his name in a way that was music to his ears.
Afterward, he collapsed on top of her, his face buried in the nape of her neck.
“That was…I wasn’t expecting that.” Nicole whispered, planting a kiss on the side of his face.
He mumbled something, but she didn’t understand what, then didn’t say anything else. She smiled, rubbing the side of her face to his. “What time is it?” she wondered.
“Six.” he mumbled. “A little past six….” He lifted his head up slightly.
“Oh.” She murmured, her eyes drooped and she found herself slipping back into sleep.
Justin forced himself off Nicole, rolling to his side of the bed, and reached for the sheets, covering them both with it. Good, now he just had to make it through the rest of the night with her and he would be content, at least for the time being.
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Justin placed his empty box of what held chicken fried rice on the dresser and faced his attention back on Nicole, later on that evening. They had woken up from their nap an hour and half ago and they both had woken up with an appetite.
Nicole had ordered some Chinese food, and for the past twenty minutes or so they had sat in bed, eating and watching Sportcenter on ESPN.
Nicole gave him a look. “Your done already?” placing a forkful of rice into her mouth.
He leaned back against the pillows and answered. “I was hungry.” His eyes focused on her and only her.
He couldn’t remember the last time, they had spent time like they were right at that moment. Yes, they had been intimate plenty of times before, but never had it lasted all day. Then again, those other times he wasn’t trying to get her to forget about another man.
Even if it was just temporary.
“Do you want some of mine? I don’t think I can finish it.” she offered. Her eyes on the alarm clock sitting on the dresser next to Justin. “Besides, I do need to go.” not meeting his eyes.
“Nicole-”
“Justin, I should go. Its late-”
“Its 8:30.”
“I have-”
“You have nothing to go to right now.” he finished for her. “What’s the problem? You’ve stayed here before.” he reminded, sitting straight up.
“I know its just-”
“Its just what? Look I’m not trying anything-”
She gave a small laugh. “I think you’re a little late on that statement.”
He frowned. “You know what I mean. You’ve made your decision and I accept it alright? So don’t leave.” he paused for a second. “Besides it looks like the storm isn’t going to let up anytime soon.”
She slid closer to him and leaned in, pressing her forehead against his. “I’ll stay.”
He smiled knowingly. “Scared of driving in the rain?”
Nicole furrowed her eyebrows at him. “You want me to stay or not?” she asked.
He didn’t answer with words, instead he bend down to take her lips in his. His tongue traced her bottom lip. She whimpered into his mouth. “Stay. Okay?” he murmured into her lips.
She gave a small nod. “Okay…”
He pulled away from her, long enough to give her a smile. “Okay.” Pulling her down with him, as he slid back onto the mattress., once again he pressed his lips hard against hers. He could hear her heartbeat thumping against her chest.
Why couldn’t she just let herself be with him? It was pretty obvious she felt the same way he felt about her.
“Nicole…” he started, lifting his head up slightly, and cupping her face in his hands, his thumbs stroking her cheeks.
She looked down at him. “Yeah?” she murmured.
He dropped his head back down to the pillows and sigh. “Nothing.” He had to accept her decision, he might not agree or support it, but he had to accept it. He locked eyes with her. “Nothing.” he repeated.
“Are you sure you don’t want me to go?” she whispered. Knowing him well enough to know what he was just thinking.
“Yes.” he licked his lips. “And its raining, and I know better than to let you drive.”
Nicole swallowed and gave a small nod. She then wrapped one arm around his waist, and nestled her cheek into his shoulder and mumbled. “I never meant for this to get so complicated. I just- “ she stopped. “I love being with you, and I love how you make me feel…” a light hiccup leaving her lips.
Justin shifted, lifting himself up on one elbow, then rolling them over enough so he was on top of her. “Shh, its okay.” he hushed. He wanted to hear it all, but not if at the end it, he still couldn’t be with her.
“No. Its not okay.” she whispered, wiping away her tears.
“Baby, its okay.” he repeated, planting a light kiss on her chin. She felt so good in his arms. “Enjoy her.” a voice in the back of his head seem to tell him. “I’m going to have to hide this t-shirt.” he joked to her, lifting it up. She only hiccupped her laughter and lifted up just enough for him to pull it over her head.
Once the t-shirt was off, he lips began to send small kisses down her neck, then to the valley between her breasts.
Nicole closed her eyes enjoying the intimate gesture. It was just a sweet move on his part. No need to make it anything sexual, at least not yet. She then felt his lips on her bare stomach, then lower down her hips.
“I’m flying out to Virginia next week.” Justin suddenly said, breaking the silence. He moved his lips from her left hip side.
“You are?”
“Yeah. I talked to Pharrell while I was in New York and we thought it would be cool to see what we can come up with in a different setting.” letting his finger run gently over her skin.
Nicole sat up slightly, putting her weight on her elbows and shook her head, "Don’t get too crazy okay?”
He smiled knowingly at her. “I wont. If you agree to go with me.” he offered, his fingertip drawing small circles on her hip.
“Go with you?”
“Yeah.” he said to her. Bending back down and letting his lips trail over her skin. His mouth sending kisses down her thighs.
“Do you think that’s such a good idea?” letting out a small laugh trying to concentrate on her thoughts and not on his mouth, which seemed to be roaming down dangerous territory. “Justin?” she croaked.
“What?” he murmured.
Nicole licked her lower lip and felt a shiver run down her spine as his lips continued to roam between her thighs. "I said, is that such a good idea." she breathed. Justin gently pushed her legs apart, "W-what are you doing?" Nicole asked him.
Justin tilted his head to her, "I‘m asking if you would like to come with me." he stated innocently. Once again sending kisses up her thigh. Damn he wanted to taste her. “And I don’t see why it’s a bad idea.”
Nicole eyes closed shut, "Is that all your doing?” she murmured. Already feeling herself moist up as she felt his breath on her. “If you think it’s not a bad idea…” trailing off.
“Hmm, hmm.” he breathed.
“Do you want me to-uh…go?” she managed to ask. His mouth on her body was making it hard for her to think clearly.
Justin chuckled. “I just asked. So yes, I want you to go.” His fingertip roaming up her thigh. It was real hard to keep his hands off her.
“Oh. Right.” she swallowed. “Sure.”
“Is that a yes?” he asked, lifting his head high enough to meet her eyes.
She gave him a short nod as she chewed on her lower lip. “Hmm, hmm. Yes.” Letting her head drop back down on to the mattress.
“Good.” sliding himself back up, to face her.
“Good. I’m glad we got that settled.” Nicole stated clearly. She lifted her head up just enough for her lips to touch his. Her hand touched one side of his face. “Can you do me a favor now?” she whispered, a shiver running all over her body.
“What?”
“Can you make your way back down again?” a grin tugging on her lips. “You cant start something like that, and then stop halfway.”
Justin chuckled into her mouth. “Are you asking? Or demanding?”
“Which one is going to get me what I want?” she countered back, lightly biting on his lower lip.
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