(Dont know how i missed this update earlier, but I'm reviewing now!)
Oh, oh, oh. Poor Tyler. Poor Justin. This chapter hurt my heart (in a good way of course). Great chapter.
I was doing fine until the Tyler part, then the tears came. I just feel horrible for him and it makes me so mad again about the choices Justin made in the past. If there was one thing that was crystal clear from the beginning is that Fay didnt want Tyler to be sent off like her and Justin were. Anyway, his confession of how much he hates it and doesn't want to go through losing someone else he loves dearly....ugh. He hasn't even been able to grieve for his mom and he feels lost and just...I can't take it. Lol it's so sad and breaks my hearts. You know I really want Maggie and Justin to be together. I want her to take a step back and think about if Tad is really what she wants or if he's just a convenience and a filler for her. I want Justin to have a successful surgery and start living his life again. Being his true self. Does he not understand this would be like his chance to do things the right way this time? He completely screwed up the first go around with everything. Tyler, Maggie, the restaurant. And after going through all of this he's just going to go back and make some of the same stupid mistakes and choices? I don't think he'll do drugs again, but he's obviously prepared to go through this arranged marriage which is a mess. Hannah isn't the issue either. It's the arranged marriage that's the issue and the reluctant acceptance of doing things a certain way cause that's how it's always been and expected. That's why he ended up as a lawyer in the first place. But he's given another chance and he's going to do what's expected. Hopefully he will actually take Tyler out of that school and give him the life Fay wanted him to have in the first place. And although him and Benjamin have a slightly better relationship now, that doesn't mean he won't be a coward again. I hope he won't though cause Tyler is the most important person. Not Hannah, not Benjamin, not even Maggie. But I do wish he'd use this second chance to say no to the marriage, and build that friendship back with Maggie where she will see she can trust him fully, take care of Tyler like he should've done, and finally have a job he actually is passionate about. A second chance at life Justin! Wake up! I'm hoping he does wake up after that surgery. Please don't break my heart. Lol also I don't know why Hannah tried to be mad at first. This has been an arranged marriage from the beginning and she was completely on board with it. Just cause she's grown to have actual feelings for him isn't Justin's fault. It is going to be a life of "going through the motions." Don't act like you didn't know from the get go. And she's still willing to go through with it even though i know deep down she knows Justin will never love her like he loves Maggie, and she doesn't even mind the kiss or that he would've tried to do more if he were healthy (lol). And that's just sad to me. Anyway I can't wait to read more. Again I plead, don't break my (our) hearts with this operation. Lol update soon! :o)